CSISBOARDS

tsokoholic · Sun Jan 21, 2007 1:50 am LOVE

Bakit ba kailangang magmahal ng tao? Bakit
kailangang mahalin natin 'yong mga taong hindi
na pwedeng mahalin or hindi tayo kayang
mahalin? Bakit kailangang NAGMAHAL KA NA
NGA, MASASAKTAN KA PA?Tapos, after mong
masaktan, pipiliin mo pa ring mahalin yong taong
nagpaluha sayo?Worst and ironically, kung sino
pa ung nagpaiyak at nanakit ng damdamin mo,
iyon at iyon pa den and taong makapagbibigay ng
di matatawarang kaligayahan sayo? Weird di
bah? At sa kabila ng lahat at kahit ano pang
mangayri, siya at siya pa rin ang pipiliin mong
mahalin? Kulang na lang, ipagsiksikan mo yung
sarili mo sa buhay niya...sa puso niya! And if not
really possible, you'll just be content loving that
person from afar...kahit sa ILUSYON lang. At least
doon there are countless possibilities...to the point
of owning that person there...kahit doon lang.
Sometimes, I can't help but ask, can a man be all
that consuming? That you'd spent eternity and
beyond loving that person? Na kahit isang milyong
lalaki pa yong iparada sa harap mo, wala pa ring
papantay sa true love mo, that person would
always be the best...would always be exceptional!
Minsan naiisip ko, ganito ba talaga ka-sadista
ang pag-ibig and tayo, as response, ma-sokista
naman. Haaay...akala ko ba everyone has a
destiny pre-written, that there's a person designed
to love and make you complete, pero bakit parang
it'd take a lifetime to find that someone, that you'd
have to search the world and in the end, you'd end
up alone...lonely! "They say loving is never wrong,
but why is there forbidden love? They say love will
never fall us, but why does it break our hearts?
They say love is shared by two, but why can't I
share it with you?" --- read once sa internet. Bakit
ba hindi na lang naging AUTORESPONDING ang
pag-ibig, pag minahal mo, automatic na
mamahalin ka din? Mas masaya di bah? Pero
aminin man natin or hindi, inspite of all the pains,
masarap pa ding magmahal...matamis...to the
point of swallowing and eating even the bitterest of
pains. A person once said (nabasa ko lang
din) "In love rarely do we win. But when love is
true, even if you lose, you still win for having felt
loving someone more than yourself." Ganon yata
tal'ga ang pag-ibig. It's such a wonder how you
could actually love someone intensely and yet
ready to accept the fact that he's not yours and let
go. Isn't it a wonder na okay lang sayo na habang
nakatingin ka sa taong mahal mo, sa iba naman
siya nakatingin, na kahit anong gawin mo, hindi ka
niya kailanman makikita? That's love. Honestly,
I wouldn't have it any other way! I've realized , eh
ano kung hindi niya ako mahal, or may iba na
siya, or hindi niya ako kayang mahalin, hindi ko na
ba siya puwedeng mahalin? Just because hindi
ka niya pwedeng mahalin for whatever reason,
you'd be bitter and give him up? Love would and
should never drive a person to crave
ownership...Loving someone is not a license to
own a person...not even a guarantee or shield
from pains...and definitely not a promise that you
would always be happy, never a moment of
sadness and you would be loved as well. Isn't love
like planting? Pag nagmamahal ka, you've planted
a seed in someone's heart, then you'd nourish it.
That isn't a guarantee that it'd grow, it could die
before it grows. There's a possibility na hindi nga
yon simulang tumubo man lang but that's okay, at
least you've given yourself the chance to love and
be glad about it. You could sow what you planted,
but the harvest is unsure, the most important
thing is you've done your part, it's up to that person

to realize your worth. True love comes only once in
our lives, if that someone happened yesterday -
be thankful it did; if that someone happened
today - cherish and if that someone happened
soon - hope...But for now, just enjoy the feeling
while it lasts...it may take forver to love again...we

don't know what tomorrow brings...as the song
goes "I know I'll never love this way again"

Epitaph · Tue Jan 23, 2007 12:09 am

aw.. /no1

sTring_sPeedy · Sun Feb 25, 2007 12:00 pm

aruy sakit sapul....

xley · Sat Mar 03, 2007 7:49 pm

huh? nvr!!

Epitaph · Tue Oct 02, 2007 9:04 pm

awts so sad =)

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