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miss murder · Wed Feb 28, 2007 11:52 pm

laugh and the world laugh with u, cry and u'll weep alone..
proven and tested.. /heh

things to ponder!!

-everthing u have now treasure it, because u'l never know when it will be there..
-never rush things
-learn to understand and respect others
-think for about million of times before u act
-must learn how to live alone
-cry if u want to cry
-never ask more
-be patient, everything has time
-everything happens for a reason
-expect the what you least expect
-there is a lesson in everything that happen to us, we just have to open our eyes and look for the message..
-in life, lessons are repeated until learned
-must learn to say sorry
-listen to what ur heart says
-if you cannot overcome your problem, u have to undercome it
-the difference between the living and the dead is those who died cannot fixed the things that they left broken, while the living has the capacity to change the life they have because they are the captain of their souls
-pains and sorrows are natural, if u can't feel the hurt it bear then you are inhuman
-never regret the things u did
-laughter is the best medicine
-the way to free a man from darkness is take him to a place in what they call heaven
-and last but not the least,a piece of chocolate can make a person feel good, so never forget to take a bite!!!!!! /heh

miss murder · Thu Mar 01, 2007 9:23 pm

i was afraid i thought ur going to leave me out of the blue..
thank god!!hehe

well, sudden change of mood..
but i still feel sick..

maybe im going to leave this forum for awhile..
il juz post if there will be an important announcement and give warning to those violators.. /pif

notanymore · Thu Mar 01, 2007 9:51 pm

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... :( dont be like that kukeh... dont let unknown users of this forum ruin your mood EVERYDAY...and mek you leave teh forum even if its only for awhile...

miss murder · Sat Mar 03, 2007 8:40 pm

emptiness.
silence.
darkness.
bitterness.
hatred.
grief.
death.
grunge.
hate.
love.
war.
peace.
understand.
care.
bother.
believe.
let go.
stand.
survive.
forgive.
forget.
cry.
laugh.
smile.
suffer.

what's the difference??

miss murder · Thu Mar 08, 2007 11:54 pm

this past days i feel im not me..
i was having personal problems..
and then a very shocking news to us came..
our friend had already bid goodbye..

i did not get the chance to visit him..
i did not get the chance to chat with him or crack a joke..
i did not get the chance to say how grateful i am because he came to my life..

i woke up crying.. y did this thing happened? y you pa in all people?
kw ung very optimistic, u view life in a magnificent way..
ako wla akong sakit pero i wish i had..
sana ako na lng ang nawala..
u are better than me..
u have the right to live longer than me..
marami kang natulungan at napasaya..

pero nauna ka na eh..
daya mo nga di mo na kmi nahintay..
sadyang matagal lng ba kmi?

im working out on this tribute thing for u..
im not good at organizing stuffz like this pero im trying real hard to make this possible..

may utang ako sayo eh..
sa laht ng times na napunta ka sa hospital ung pinakalast ung hindi ko man lng ngawang dalawin ka..
ang sakit para sa akin..
one month na lng bday mo na..
di man lng ntn na celebrate..
please..
help me nmn oh..
i know ur there watching us..

sori ha..
di aq ganun ka buting friend syo..

hope ur happy now..
ayaw mo lng cguro mkita nmn na nghihrpan ka..
were ever u are ur in good hands now..

see u at the crosscroads..
dota na lng tyo dun kht c bone clinkz pa gamitin mo ok lng..

i love u noel.. we love u..
/kis
/thx

miss murder · Sat Mar 10, 2007 11:54 pm

an angel once passed our life and gone too soon..
i never got a chance to bid goodbye..
or lend a hand when he was at grief..
maybe he just don't like us to see his state..
even if his gone right now..
all his memories will never be forgotten..

he had is an inspiration for everybody..
i salute u my friend..
u never questioned God for every single thing that happened to you..

when ur arm was amputated u said..
"its God way of telling me that COMSCI is the couse for me"
he loved it.

when he asked for flat abs God ansewered his prayers..
he undergone millions of operation..
he really got flat abs because his weight crashed..

when he said that he hope he got nice straight hair
chemo was God's answer..

we usually say God answers in 3 ways ..
yes, no and wait..
but for him
God answers in most unusual thing that happens to you..
u juz have to look for His answers..

itz so hard to lose someone like u..
someone who see life beautifully..
u are more complete than us..
u lived ur life to the fullest..
even if ur gone all those things that u imparted to us will always stay in our heart..
see you at the crossroad..

now God answered ur prayer..
ur complete healing..
ur gone physically,, but figuratively ur there watching and protecting us..
tweetums thanks for all.. u have a special place in our heart..
we'll pray for u, hope u pray for us den ha..
wag mo kming kalimutan..
ayayu.. /kis

"for a friend who constantly fought and did make a difference"

life goes on..

miss murder · Wed Mar 14, 2007 10:36 pm

still loaded of stuffs to do..
im too irresponsible..
i just make sure i can cope with all the things needed before we take the final examination..

time surely just pass by..
im thinking if i made something that helped others..
hope so..

i dont wanna be another pest in this untamed world..
haha
joke.

il miss my classmates by the time i get back to bicol..
wakokopaw

so i must spend more time with them na..

pirmi na lang nakakulug san boot san tawo.
makauyam man
hilom na lng kya ako pirni
wara na talga ako mhimo na tama

miss murder · Sun Mar 18, 2007 12:33 am

loaded of stuffs to do..

i never thought im going to be this busy in my entire life.. good thing my friends are always there..

for the entire semester this day is where i feel most alive.. all i do for this past months is sleep, eat and play computer games.. i forgot about the people aound me.. and to others we may be together but you feel that you dont have any connection at all.. just keep on talking about empty cups..

today i felt that im back to reality.. its not about games that we talked about.. its about life.. and i missed it.. for some it may be a small thing but for me its not.. to chat with somebody, sharing opinions, acquirng new knowledge, imparting a smile and helping wounded hearts that's really what i wanted right now..

im too hooked in computer games that i forget to see the events in my life.. it just pass by me and i cant control those circumstances..

wait a minute.

let's stop and talked awhile
/heh

Bloo Chocolate · Sun Mar 18, 2007 1:48 pm

its a sign of depression..

miss murder · Tue Mar 20, 2007 1:44 am

at last we finished our research paper already..
i feel freat about it..
itz an accomplishment even though were always late in submitting the requirements..

this is the second to the last day of this sem..

im sick of studying already..
but i dont wanna stop..
hehe

got to sleep na..
still havent reviewed for the next exams..^__^

miss murder · Thu Mar 22, 2007 12:36 am

at last tpos na exams..
but it s so sad na i wont see my classmates for a long time if ever im in bicol already..

nwei,
my examinations are all rushed..
im thinking if it will still reach a high score..

when i got home, i cleaned our room and internet..
oh well
till here

to sleepy
cant think

miss murder · Fri Mar 23, 2007 11:39 pm

tpos na class..
tmabay lng this past days..

and kanina tumambay kmi..
tpos were taliking about porkchop..
tpos biglang my sumingit na matandang lalaki..
tpos ngsabi ng mga facts about porkchop..
elibs..
dami nya lam..
matalino ata un eh..
nabaliw cguro sa katalinuhan..
after nun punta sa shop nina leo..
dota uli..
1 on 1..

trash talk daw ako..haha
oh well..

talo ako..
pero alang first blood..
di nmn msyadong agrabyado..
ng gg din ako knina..
nkakainis mga quiters..
asar..
na first blood lng..
haha

till here..

miss murder · Thu Mar 29, 2007 11:26 pm

oye..
malapit na ko umuwi sa bicol..

hay..

oh well..

wla akong msabisa ngaun...
il grab every oppurtunity i can acquire..

hope everything will remain as it is until i get back..
so afraid..

rebound??

miss murder · Sat Mar 31, 2007 2:03 pm

nkakapagod..
after taking my breakfast we were asked to segregate the things that will no longer be used..
mg ggarage sale dw kc eh..
shoes. bag. clothes. belts. at kung ano2 pa..

hay..
bat kelangan pang ibenta..
pwede nmng ibigay na lng sa mga needy eh..

well..
di nmn sa akin ung mga gamit eh..
pero i prefer to give it to those living in remote areas..
i usually give my clothes to our tenants and some relatives of mine..
it feels good when ur helping someone..

im planning to plant trees in the wilderness..
but maybe my parents wont allow me..
or i wanna go camping.. for a week..
hope dada will make something about it..

im also planning to get myself involve in sports again..
tennis would be nice..

i also wanna learn to cook..
and also spend more time to those people i love..

itz gonna be a long summer and im going to miss all my friends here in manila..
hope to be back soon as i can..

i love you all!!^__^

Bloo Chocolate · Sat Mar 31, 2007 2:35 pm

hmhmhm... nice knowing you.... each of us have our own trips this summer.. hope that in teh end of this season.. we'll all get back together